Too Much Stress, Too Little Time.

So here I am, 2 semesters from graduating, and I feel like I am gonna die before I make it to graduation day. Since most of my teachers, with the exception of one, are killing me with their extreme lack of teaching, which is causing me to worry my butt off what I am gonna do when it comes test time. If I don't get at least B's in all my classes, I will lose my scholarship and inevitably be unable to pay for school. I realize that the teachers get whether I pass or not but they could at least try and act like they care and want me to succeed. I just have lost all faith in college and passing with anything remotely resembling a good grade. No matter how much I study and bust my butt, I am still gonna be in the rut I am in now.

Why is it that there are so many things going wrong right now? It just seems like there is too much going to hell.

I remember a day when I had 10 friends, of which 5 were reliable most of the time. Now I have maybe 5, of which maybe 2 are reliable most of the time. Don't get me wrong, I don't really want more friends. I just absolutely hate spending most of my time alone. I dunno...Maybe school will get easier and things will look up soon. God I sure hope so.